12.12.04
Invisible

rescue me from myself, my hell.
set me free from these death enduced chains.
im dead, and my soul has risen above me - screaming, pleading to breathe.
all i need is to disappear and i will be forever erased from you memory.
am i not good enough to feel?
to be seen?
am i not good enough to BLEED?
i scream and i cry, but yet...no one pauses to hear.
am i not good enough to be heard?
in me i am surrounded by eternal, undying fury.
i am unable to prove you wrong, because you are right.
worthless is how i lay here, spilling my blood until i plumet into an uncoiling escape.
a dreamless sleep is where i restore my broken and ravaged self
until i awak to the same hellish reality i never really left.
destroyed is my mind as i fail to obtain any true thoughts.
when you look, you never really see me.
look into my eyes and maybe you could see the hollow emptiness that they hold.
running and clawing, i thrash around at anything i can feel.
i have let you in, but you still cant see me.
but something has changed...
i no longer care.
i breathe, i bleed torment.
it flows through my veins,
carrying itself to the depths of me.
to even the ones i love most, i am merely invisible.
my sickness has spread throughout, but goes on unseen.


--S.U.F.F.O.C.A.T.E --W.I.T.H.I.N--

bleeding inside since
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# linkage.
aaron.
alltheworldtonothing.
bad poets society.
ben.
dani.
the end is near.
i dont own emotion. i rent.
jooutthewindow.
never ending story.
the nightjar.
lonely for the last time.
rosiebc6.
saccharinity.
second chances. from $26 995.
set my heart alight.
soph.
suicidiaries.

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# rules.
yes, sadly, there are rules. just cause im a control freak and i like our blog looking all nice. so. numero uno. no capitalization. unless it is absolutely necessary to the structure of your poem, no one wants to see it. numero dos. no apostrophes. i hate them, and theyre stupid. numero tres. no spelling errors. sorry for those of you who are slightly illiterate. but its hard to read poetry if it is fricking spelled wrong. numero quatro. sign your poems. ill take credit for them otherwise...*evil grin*. awesome. other than that, nothing else so far. you can use whatever font/size you want. any type of poem. etc. thank you.

# us.
name: jordan.
age: 15.
called: jo, dino, jooutthewindow, georgia.
contact: beckham2590@hotmail.com

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people: you know who you are.

not so much.

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things: juniper bushes, society, life. probably you, too.

music.

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age: 15.
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age: 17.
called: dorota, d, dorito, roacha...basically anything.
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people: everyone who is nice and not michelle tillman.

not so much.

people: michelle tillman and all those bitchy whores out there.
things: sharks, jellyfish, and seaweed.

music.

artist: anyone.

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age: 16.
called: bay, bail, foomelody, crack whore.
contact: sportsgirlmidfield@hotmail.com

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people: anyone who doesnt piss me off right away.

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people: anyone with a bad aura.
things: not being able to breathe under the covers.

music.

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age: 15.
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things: math and spelling.

music.

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age: 15.
called: ben.
contact: Nerdsworld5643@aol.com

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people: mes amis.

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people: no idea.
things: bananas.

music.

artist: anyone.

name: aaron.
age: 14.
called: aaron, asshole, raisin, furtard(why thats been extended to me, god only knows) whatever you want.
contact: newbluechampion666@hotmail.com.

awesome.

pastimes: baseball, sleeping, procrastinating, poeming.
people: who knows.

not so much.

people: The list is at 5 pages.
things: stairs, and broken headphones.

music.

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name: michael.
age: 15.
called: evoldous, psycho child.
contact: mbhultman@msn.com.

awesome.

pastimes: skateboarding(is it a past time?).
people: danzaver, brixius, gabby, dan-yell, you know, all those people.

not so much.

people: i dont know, that one kid that wants to kill me.
things: those scion cars, they look like boxes.

music.

artist: icp, twiztid, marcy playground, kotton mouth kings, they might be giants, nirvana, metallica, more...


# credits
picture by jo.
layout by roxy_belle.