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31.1.05
empty.


there is a
cavity
deep inside me.
it is so
empty
and so cold.
things richochet
inside it
never stopping.
memories,
thoughts,
choices,
dreams.
will i get no peace?!?
will this hole never fill?!?
will this ever end?!?
god damn it.
i guess it doesnt matter.
its my punishment,
and only
my punishment.
im doomed
to lead a solitary
isolated
existence,
a bittersweet symphony,
never allowing anyone in,
never ridding myself
of this burden.
but hey.
its my own damn fault.
so why complain?
oh yeah.
i forgot.
im a fucking attention hound.
whoops.
forgot about that.
ill shut up now.

-jo.

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20:28


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29.1.05
love.


so confused.
i love you,
but i cant.
no one will let me.
but i cant stop
thinking about you.
i can still taste
your tongue in my mouth,
i can still feel
your warmth on mine,
i can still see
you face right there,
i can still smell
you on my bed,
i can still hear
you calling my name.
i miss you...
and i saw you four hours ago.
i wonder how deep
these feelings run...
ah, fuck it all.
i love you.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
23:42


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27.1.05
judgement day.


oh
my
god.
its here.
judgement day.
ill tell all.
everything.
and you sit there.
silent judge.
oh god,
please dont hate me.
i hate myself enough for both of us.
then, you smile.
at least,
i imagine you smile.
emotions are difficult this far away.
'whatever youre inspired to do,
i have nothing against it,'
you say.
oh god.
thank you.
i was so afraid...
telling you who i am
when i dont even know who i am,
telling you the things ive done
when i dont even know what ive done.
weight off my chest.
thank you.
and now,
ill try,
as best i can,
to listen
and not judge you either.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:23


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26.1.05
dream? nightmare? prophecy?


dream?
nightmare?
prophecy?
dear god,
i hope not.
there we were,
in a warehouse.
six stories high,
with only one level.
the bottom.
bad lighting,
labyrinth.
all of us,
the old crew.
and a few fngs.
well,
what can you expect at these things?
we were kissing,
you and i,
but then they came for us.
dear god,
they came for us.
i broke off our love
and ran
for my worthless life.
pretty soon,
everyone was running.
even the crack heads
that came for us.
i made it out the door
just before the water rose over it.
i jumped,
grabbed,
climbed,
always just above the rising level.
i made it to the roof,
and it stopped rising.
there we were,
thousands of us.
except the most important ones.
the ones i left behind.
i will always remember
the ones i left behind
to save my own
worthless
life.
the ones i promised
i would never leave.
including you.
the last i saw of you,
you were staring at me,
wondering,
not seeing the ones who came for us
as i turned the corner.
i heard you didnt make it.
i cried.
i cried for you,
for her,
for everyone i lost,
the ones i left behind.
they will haunt me forever,
even if it only was a
dream?
nightmare?
prophecy?
dear god,
i hope not.

-jo.

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22:26


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24.1.05
nothing more and nothing less.


sitting here
crying.
being

eaten

from the inside
out.
theyre all inside me,
the ones ive betrayed,
the ones ive forgotten,
the ones ive lost.
and now theyre screaming
to get out.
but then,
above it all,
i see you.
your face.
i hear you.
your voice.
i touch you.
your hand.

and i scream.

i cant take you anymore.
i cant get you out of my head.
youre gone,
and youre never coming back,
but youre
still
here.
where it counts.
in my head.
all i want
is to forget.
to forget.
to forget.
and i all i do
is remember.
remember.
remember.
just kill me please.
theres nothing more
that can be done for me.
nothing more.
lost cause.
save yourself.
you always have.
why should now
be any different?
leave
me
to
die
here,
alone,
in
the
dark.
i
dont
care.
just know
that i
love you.
always have,
always will.
for the last time,
goodnight.
goodbye.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
22:00


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23.1.05
poem i gave to justin


blood-stained hands
visible only to the eye of the beholder.
dark shadows, so tempting
calling, pleading for company.
time is unforgiving
as it passes over your broken pieces.
where does faith belong?
whose hands are capable of holding onto what little is left?
if i reach for you
would you let me slip away?
forgetting how to breathe-
another side-effect of suffering.
realization is far off for those who close their eyes.
silence is beautiful as the unknown.
tears are the blood youre afraid to bleed.
the burdened soul releases all things body and mind.
letting go of everything to reminisce in the past.
hope is betrayal.
so what happens now?
now that all the flaws are out in the open?

suffocate.within

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20:42


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21.1.05
dont want to be.


i dont want to be
the one you want
because you asked me to change.
i dont want to be
your cheap thrill
the one youll forget tomorrow.
i dont want to be
your perfect girl
if thats someone i am not.
if you have a problem,
let me know.
if you dont have one,
let me know.
if you ever want to get to know
the poor, sad, lonely girl
behind these dark encircled eyes,
let me know.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
23:51


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20.1.05
the very thought.


the very thought of
you turns my
blood
to
ice.
how do you do that?
the very thought of
you turns my
heart
to
ashes.
how could you do that?
the very thought of
you turns my
tears
to
bone.
why would you do that?
the very thought of
you turns my
soul
to
emptiness.
why can you do that?
ice,
ashes,
bone,
emptiness.
thats all thats left of me.
thanks,
dammit.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:46


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d.


dont make me smack you, dear. gr. you have to follow the rules, just like the rest of us. lol. fiend.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:36


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19.1.05
by the way.


by the way.
just to remind you.
i love you more than anything.
my life,
my blood,
my body,
my soul.
dont forget it.
please.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
22:06


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dorota.


hey guys. quick announcement. we have a new member. my buddy dorota. so. um. info on her is coming tomorrow, so check the sidebar under the chatterbox. awesome. see you all later.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:57


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18.1.05
its all in the numbers.


four
hundred
days
have made me
older
since the last time
that i saw your face.
one
thousand
lies
have made me
colder
and i dont think that
i can look at this the same.
but all these things
that seperate us
disappear now
when im dreaming
of your face.
i heard that
this life was overrated
but i never knew
till now
that it was true.
youre still on
my lonely mind,
and i dream about you
all the time.
everything i know,
and anywhere i go,
it gets hard.
and when the last one falls,
when its all said and done,
it gets too hard.
i miss you.
i get sick of writing about you,
dreaming about you,
thinking about you.
but i cant stop.
and i miss you.
and youre
never
coming
back.
damn.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
20:51


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still and forevermore.


i still hear you.
ill never forget your voice.
i still see you.
ill never forget your face.
i still feel you.
ill never forget your touch.
i still love you.
ill never forget your heart.
you still wont talk to me.
you try to forget my voice.
you still wont see me.
you try to forget my face.
you still wont touch me.
you try to forget my name.
you still wont love me.
you try to forget my existence.
i am still in love with you.
you still wont even touch me.

i think of you.
still
and forevermore.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
18:45


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17.1.05
shes never coming back...


since then, ive
hurt like never,
ever before.
so i vowed to

never love
ever again. my
verve has been thrown off, my
eden destroyed. her face
ravages my being. my very

core is shaken.
o cassie! youve
murdered me.
im
never
going to see you again...

but i still love you
as a sister.
come back...please. loneliness
kills...

-jo.

bleeding inside since
20:26


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o verve!


o verve!
what are your plans
for this pitiful existence
i call
a life?
i see no future,
no present,
just past.
to live freely
is to die soon,
but to live slowly
is to die sooner.
why is it
that no one
understands?

paper,
it seems,
has more patience
than most people.
how does it feel
to know that
you never have to be
alone?

well.
i wouldnt know that,
now,
would i?
iam.
ithink.
iwill.
andhereiam
writingagain.
notmakinganysense.
ishouldprobablystop
beforeiconfusemyself.
whichiknowwonthappen.
butjustincase...
ithinkijustdid.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
14:54


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16.1.05
t rex.


i love you too. the feelings mutual. trust me.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
23:08


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jordan!!!!! i love you sooooooooo soooooo much!! if theres anything at all i can ever do for you, dont hesitate to tell me. dont forget, you can call me anytime. love you!!!!

t.rex

bleeding inside since
19:26


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15.1.05
oranges.


all i
see
---feel
------taste
--hear
------smell
is
---your mouth
---------------your neck
-----your face
and i cant
------get you out of
--------------------no not out of
------get you out of
my head
-----so i
--think
---and i
------think
and i
remember
----------remember
you.
can you
see
----my dreams?
can you
---feel
----my thoughts?
can you
------taste
----my pain?
can you
--hear
----my love?
can you
------smell
----my torture?
i can.
if
----i can
you should
-----i dont care
---if you dont
it just seems
---a little
more
-----fair
--that way,
dont you think?
i
see
---feel
------taste
--hear
------smell
you on my clothes
--my bed
-----my mind.
i
see
---feel
------taste
--hear
------smell
oranges
on my clothes
--my bed
-----my mind.
-------re
---------fresh
--------------ingly
--------citrus.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
17:40


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14.1.05
what?


what?
i was there,
with you,
having fun.
trying stuff out.
seeing what
my body could do.
all the sudden,
bam.
intense.
all i see is you.
all i feel is you.
all i taste is you.
all i hear is you.
all i smell is you.
then, the door.
opens?
fuck!
shaking.
shaking.
first kiss.
worst kiss?
best kiss?
weird kiss.
what?
im confused...
youre fucking with my mind,
but im loving it.
you cant
[mind] rape
the willing.
cant get you out of my head.
at least youve
taken over part
of her territory.
staking your claim
on the twisted
darkened
corridors of my mind.
torture?
yes.
helping?
yes.
pain is pleasure.
but is it really?
god.
please decide.
what to do.
what to do.
ill do whatever
you want me to.
i love you.
i miss you.
you kill me.
you thrill me.
im dying.
good night.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
22:56


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paper.


i write.
thats what i do.
i write.
i draw.
i paint.
thats what i do.
i pour my soul
into art.
poetry,
charcoals,
acrylics.
this is how i
communicate.
speech?
its overrated.
and,
paper,
it seems,
has more patience
than most people.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
22:53


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12.1.05
t rex.


i love you with all i have left. i hope this works for you, cuz i love you.
-jo.

bleeding inside since
22:55


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a ray of light?


a new beginning?
is that what this is?
ive been waiting for so long
i knew it would happen eventually
but now?
today?
him?
have my past 6 months of hell come to an end?
or is this just another chance
for someone to kill me with their bare hands
- - again.
someone to choke and strangle me
until i stop fighting back,
too weak even to breathe.
can you give me back my wings?
can you cover up this pain that has etched itself inside me?
even if you follow in his footsteps,
will you look back just as he never did?
would you let me die like he has?
could you be all he never was and more?
would you bleed for me like he never would?
can you bring out the good in me like he always did?
i dont ever want to have to compare you to him
but it seems thats what i have done here
you have no idea what ive been through
but soon, you'll know.
you'll understand
how fragile i am.
but see, i could never compare you
because to me you both are the difference
between life and death.

suffocate.

bleeding inside since
18:24


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it hurts.


it hurts when i see your face.
when i fall to my knees.
when i can no longer continue.
when im alone again.
when i cant stop.
when my grip on reality slips and fails.
when i break their hearts again.
when i break my mind again.
when i drink from her hand.
when my lips are stained red.
when two wrongs are only the beginning.
when the door closes and locks.
when the match goes out.
when i reach out and feel no one.
when the knife in my heart twists again.
when i scream in the face of fear.
when im afraid.
when im broken.
when i bleed.
when i dream.
when i cry.
it hurts when i remember.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
16:04


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11.1.05
here i sit.


here i sit,
thinking of you.
im tired
of writing every poem
about you.
but i cant help it.
im sick.
theres something
terribly
wrong with me.
i cant get the
taste of metal
out of my mouth.
i cant fix it.
you could,
but you wont.
and so im left alone again.
great.
thanks.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:12


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10.1.05
rudely awakened.


rudely awakened.
go with it now,
this fear.
let it take you with it,
sweeping you away.
dozing,
feel a tap
a light slap
on the back,
then a caress,
a light touch
on the cheek.
start awake,
look around,
no one.
shivers,
chills up
and down
your spine.
hairs raising
on the back
of your neck.
fear creeps into your mind.
rudely awakened.
go with it now,
this fear.
let it take you with it,
sweeping you away.


-jo.

bleeding inside since
19:51


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alive


lift this weight off of me...
allow me to breathe once again.
i faintly remember what it was to be alive.
i feel so...
DEAD.
but then again
this pain is so much
that it couldnt be anything but real.
i had started to pull myself back up
i was crawling towards the light
but only crawling
then i fell.
in a downward spiral
farther and farther i fall.
now i lay here -
- motionless once again.
weak
BLEEDING
the doors of hell beckon to me
over - and - over
it'd feel so nice to fall asleep
and never wake up.
but i cant think that way
because in all honesty
its not what i want.
i just need to be able to stand again
with no tears lingering in my eyes
and a heart and soul once more.


suffocate.within

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16:45


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the last time.


i swear to god.
i told you,
get the fuck out of my head.
but no,
you came back.
now i cant even think straight, bitch!
you dont understand!
you will never understand
what it is like
to taste the barrel of a gun.
to feel its cold metal
caress your mouth...
get so close,
finger on the trigger,
but no.
theyre here.
i cant do it with them here.
so ive waited.
waited and waited
for the right moment,
until i could take it no more.
now i want to die again bitch.
i was so good,
i did so well,
and now
youve pushed me back
to where i began.
maybe even farther this time.
you made me into this bitch.
this cold, hard, metal, bitch.
i lie, i cheat, i steal.
i break my friends hearts
over and over again.
and i cant stop.
its all your damn fault!
oh, but wait.
its not all yours.
its also mine.
i dug myself this hole,
and i have to get out of it.
but i am too tired,
to weak,
to beaten
to try any longer.
this is the part where you come in.
you lifted me out,
almost the whole way,
and dropped me back in.
straight to the bottom
of my own personal hell.
everything i see is you.
everything i hear is your voice.
i cant do this anymore!
LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!
all i wanted was some sleep...
well.
i know one way
to get you out of my head.
taste the metal
once again.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
15:17


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9.1.05
like a book.


you say you read me like a book.
however.
i can tell.
my pages are torn.
you think you understand me.
you dont.
you say you read me like a book.
however.
i know.
my pages are frayed.
you think you know me.
you dont.
you say you read me like a book.
however.
ive seen for myself.
my pages are bloody.
you think you can help me.
you cant.
you say you read me like a book.
however.
we both know.
my pages are blank.
how can you expect
to read me, then?
you cant.
so dont try.
you cant save everyone.
someone has to stay behind.
someone has to be left alone.
someone has to die in the dark.
why not me?

-jo.

bleeding inside since
23:25


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my angel.


last night
you came over to my house.
some friends,
a movie,
me on the bed,
you lot on the floor.
you staring at me
is the last thing
i remember.
woke up at two,
house deserted,
except you,
my angel,
on the floor,
watching over me.
i asked what happened,
you said i fell asleep.
apparently will smith
and technology
do not mix with my mind
that late at night.
you said you looked over
and told everyone to
quiet down,
shes sleeping.
aw.
isnt that cute.
curled up in a little ball.
beautiful.
you went upstairs,
talked till midnight,
and they left.
goodnight.
we went to bed,
you curled up on my chest,
freezing.
so cold.
what you dreamed,
i dont know.
but me?
i dreamed of my angel,
me betraying my angel,
crying for my angel.
im sorry.
my cold little angel.
the one who
cant get warm
when im on fire.
hm.
how cute.
you keep me warm,
even if i cant
keep you warm.
i love you,
my beautiful
and unique
snowflake.
dont ever forget it.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
09:06


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8.1.05
i bet.


i bet
youll never remember
the things
ill never forget.
i bet
youll never forgive me
for the things
i never did.
i bet
youll never see me
for the person
i am not anymore.
i bet
youll never tell me
the things
i never heard.
so why,
pray tell,
are you still here,
begging at the door
of my mind?
cold, hungry,
beggar,
oh, did i mention
thief?
you stole my sanity
and expect my sympathy.
go home.
we dont want you here.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
09:58


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7.1.05
hope...? are you there?


hope...?
are you there?
awhile ago,
i saw your candle go out.
i just wanted to see
if you needed something...
anything?
o god,
please be there,
i need you.
im just checking to see...
so, um,
give me a call in the morning,
ok?
just so i know
whether or not
im on my own
for this one.
you know what i mean?
because, um,
i really need you.
im sorry if i snubbed you
or if i said you had died...
or if i discouraged others
from having faith in you.
i just...
got confused, i guess...
im sorry.
please forgive me?
hope...?
are you there?

-jo.

bleeding inside since
18:23


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5.1.05
guys!!!


dammit, guys, if you dont start signing your posts, i am going to kick your asses! I ALREADY TOLD YOU, SIGN YOUR DAMN POSTS!. thank you.
-jo.

bleeding inside since
21:38


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it's hard to wake up
when you're mind is all fucked up.
you have taken ahold of me again.
you think you have me in the palm of your hand
well you're right.
i hang on what you say,
what you do.
i always have.
ive tried so hard to forget.
but in my dreams i see you.
in my mind i see you.
i try to keep you out--
i dont want you anymore.
but i know this is a lie.
ALL i want is you.
you are ready to pick up the pieces of me
and place them back together as you please.
i dont want this,
I DONT WANT THIS
but you're in me
you've taken me over.
no matter who else enters my mind...
its always you
now maybe im supposed to happy.
you might feel the same again
but something's wrong here
im afraid of what is in store for me
but im terrified of what has already happened.
no matter what you say, you dont understand
to you, this is just another stage in your life
you dont see what really happened
YOU DESTROYED ME
i cant let this happen again...
but i cant get you out of me...
all i want is you.

-suffocate within

bleeding inside since
18:17


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dream.


when you sleep,
you dream.
or you should,
anyway.
however,
you say
you have
nightmares.
you cant
remember
some of them.
you wake up
screaming.
we were talking
one day.
you asked,
why do i dream?
what do i dream?
who do i dream of?
i thought to myself
for a minute.
has anything
happened to you
lately?
um...yeah.
you replied.
was it
particularly
bad?
um...yeah.
you replied.
did it involve
someone
you cared about?
um...yeah.
you replied.
then.
answer to question one.
because
there is nothing else
under the moon
or stars
as beautiful
as dreaming
or as horrible
as a nightmare.
answer to question two.
you dream
about the best thing
that has ever
happened to you
and the worst thing
that has ever
happened to you.
answer to question three.
you dream
of the person
you love the most
and the person
who wont love you
at all,
the person
who drove a knife
through your heart
that you love anyway,
bleeding forever.
um...wow.
you replied.
how do you
know me so well?
in answer,
i smiled sadly,
and walked away
into the distance,
leaving a last drop of blood
behind me
as i went.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
15:17


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2.1.05
ben!


start signing your damn poems! ive had to edit your name into your last 10 posts!
gr. ok. im done.
-jo.

bleeding inside since
19:38


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romance of the worst kind, an explanation.


some say
there is no bad romance.
i say
there is.
dont know it?
here,
let me help you out.
its called
razorblade romance.
romance of the worst kind.
why is it the worst kind?
you ask.
well.
its the love of bleeding,
causing your own blood
to flow.
releasing pain.
the title
'romance of the worst kind'
is disputable,
however.
some find it
the best kind of romance.
some find it
the only kind of romance.
i find it
both.
so, it really is
disputable.
though we still lable it
romance
of the worst kind.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
11:31


0 struck matches.


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fizzy.


10...
eating,
enjoying good company.
9...
laughing,
drinking,
8...
partying.
good times.
7...
but then,
remember.
6...
the wrongs,
the pain.
5...
the tears,
the scars.
4...
cry a little into your glass.
no one will notice.
3...
this is what happened last year,
and now, again this year.
2...
someone gets a bottle,
pops it open.
1...
pop.
the sound of your future dying.
0.
happy new year.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
00:00


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# linkage.
aaron.
alltheworldtonothing.
bad poets society.
ben.
dani.
the end is near.
i dont own emotion. i rent.
jooutthewindow.
never ending story.
the nightjar.
lonely for the last time.
rosiebc6.
saccharinity.
second chances. from $26 995.
set my heart alight.
soph.
suicidiaries.

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# rules.
yes, sadly, there are rules. just cause im a control freak and i like our blog looking all nice. so. numero uno. no capitalization. unless it is absolutely necessary to the structure of your poem, no one wants to see it. numero dos. no apostrophes. i hate them, and theyre stupid. numero tres. no spelling errors. sorry for those of you who are slightly illiterate. but its hard to read poetry if it is fricking spelled wrong. numero quatro. sign your poems. ill take credit for them otherwise...*evil grin*. awesome. other than that, nothing else so far. you can use whatever font/size you want. any type of poem. etc. thank you.

# us.
name: jordan.
age: 15.
called: jo, dino, jooutthewindow, georgia.
contact: beckham2590@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: writing, drawing, soccer, rowing, swimming, cello.
people: you know who you are.

not so much.

people: you know who you are.
things: juniper bushes, society, life. probably you, too.

music.

artist: green day, linkin park, jimmy eat world, evanescence, autopilot off, blink-182, simple plan, etc.

name: danielle.
age: 15.
called: dani, t-rex, daniel, wingy, doneal*a*thon, psycho.
contact: winged-one@comcast.net

awesome.

pastimes: soccer, wakeboarding, music.
people: not me.

not so much.

people: boys(lol, most but not all), he who must not be named.

music.

artist: korn, linkin park, staind, strata, disturbed.

name: dorota.
age: 17.
called: dorota, d, dorito, roacha...basically anything.
contact: kurczaczek91@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: rowing, swimming, viola, reading, just chilling and shaking my booty.
people: everyone who is nice and not michelle tillman.

not so much.

people: michelle tillman and all those bitchy whores out there.
things: sharks, jellyfish, and seaweed.

music.

artist: anyone.

name: bailey.
age: 16.
called: bay, bail, foomelody, crack whore.
contact: sportsgirlmidfield@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: soccer, poetry, rocking out, people watching.
people: anyone who doesnt piss me off right away.

not so much.

people: anyone with a bad aura.
things: not being able to breathe under the covers.

music.

artist: foofighters, queens of the stone age, nirvana, black rebel motorcycle club, and many many others.

name: sophie.
age: 15.
called: sophsta, fefe, soph, soapie, the list goes on.
contact: wicked_lemons@yahoo.com

awesome.

pastimes: writing, art.
people: david bowie.

not so much.

people: pretentious people, and idiots who think theyre smart. theyre not.
things: math and spelling.

music.

artist: placebo, david bowie, new order, joy division, and the yeah yeah yeahs.

name: ben.
age: 15.
called: ben.
contact: Nerdsworld5643@aol.com

awesome.

pastimes: violin, reading, hanging out.
people: mes amis.

not so much.

people: no idea.
things: bananas.

music.

artist: anyone.

name: aaron.
age: 14.
called: aaron, asshole, raisin, furtard(why thats been extended to me, god only knows) whatever you want.
contact: newbluechampion666@hotmail.com.

awesome.

pastimes: baseball, sleeping, procrastinating, poeming.
people: who knows.

not so much.

people: The list is at 5 pages.
things: stairs, and broken headphones.

music.

artist: (this is gonna be long) everclear, cradle of filth, marilyn manson, metallica, linkin park, AFI, dave matthews band, everlast, spearhead, yellowcard.

name: michael.
age: 15.
called: evoldous, psycho child.
contact: mbhultman@msn.com.

awesome.

pastimes: skateboarding(is it a past time?).
people: danzaver, brixius, gabby, dan-yell, you know, all those people.

not so much.

people: i dont know, that one kid that wants to kill me.
things: those scion cars, they look like boxes.

music.

artist: icp, twiztid, marcy playground, kotton mouth kings, they might be giants, nirvana, metallica, more...


# credits
picture by jo.
layout by roxy_belle.