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13.8.05
stagnant.


so. the blog is pretty much frozen right now. so ill post some shit from earlier this year that i wrote when i was bored. the third one has a deliberate spelling mistake. lets see if you can figure out what it means, hm? have fun with it.

eyes.

you dont know me.
a pair of eyes.
a pair of dark,
'pretty'
eyes.
thats all i am to you.
if you want to meet the girl
behind these eyes,
these dark encircled eyes,
let me know.
if you want my autobiography,
let me know.
dont go telling people
the things you think ive done.
the things i want to do.
my ambitions.
my dreams.
my goals.
my weaknesses.
my failures.
my life.
because youve got it wrong.
every time you say those things
youre breaking habits.
breaking promises.
breaking me.
how can you know me
when i dont know myself?
when i look in the mirror
and see an unfamiliar face?
when i hear someone else
in my head?
you dont know me.
your own daughter.
your own sister.
your own
----goddamn
--------friend.


a heart on a sleeve.

i wear my heart
on my sleeve.
stapled to it,
actually.
a glance is enough
to send me
head over heels.
and then i rip it off,
that sad,
sorry
heart.
time
and time
again.
giving little bits away.
losing them.
finding others.
soon,
im left with a little
crumpled
pieced together
randomly assembled
paper heart.
and then i set it on fire.
sacrificing it to
the rain.
the moon.
long summer nights.
and all those
i have loved.
however fleetingly.
however long.
however shallow.
however deep.
i give it
to you.


if i were a font.

if i were a font
sans seraph-
im sure i wouldnt last.
for me without my seraph-
im a boat without a mast.
my seraph-
im sure
is an enormous part of me.
my seraph-
im in love with
and it was in love with me.
if i ever lost my seraph-
im not sure what i would do.
for me without my seraph-
im just another fool.

-jo.

bleeding inside since
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# linkage.
aaron.
alltheworldtonothing.
bad poets society.
ben.
dani.
the end is near.
i dont own emotion. i rent.
jooutthewindow.
never ending story.
the nightjar.
lonely for the last time.
rosiebc6.
saccharinity.
second chances. from $26 995.
set my heart alight.
soph.
suicidiaries.

# bitch here.


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# rules.
yes, sadly, there are rules. just cause im a control freak and i like our blog looking all nice. so. numero uno. no capitalization. unless it is absolutely necessary to the structure of your poem, no one wants to see it. numero dos. no apostrophes. i hate them, and theyre stupid. numero tres. no spelling errors. sorry for those of you who are slightly illiterate. but its hard to read poetry if it is fricking spelled wrong. numero quatro. sign your poems. ill take credit for them otherwise...*evil grin*. awesome. other than that, nothing else so far. you can use whatever font/size you want. any type of poem. etc. thank you.

# us.
name: jordan.
age: 15.
called: jo, dino, jooutthewindow, georgia.
contact: beckham2590@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: writing, drawing, soccer, rowing, swimming, cello.
people: you know who you are.

not so much.

people: you know who you are.
things: juniper bushes, society, life. probably you, too.

music.

artist: green day, linkin park, jimmy eat world, evanescence, autopilot off, blink-182, simple plan, etc.

name: danielle.
age: 15.
called: dani, t-rex, daniel, wingy, doneal*a*thon, psycho.
contact: winged-one@comcast.net

awesome.

pastimes: soccer, wakeboarding, music.
people: not me.

not so much.

people: boys(lol, most but not all), he who must not be named.

music.

artist: korn, linkin park, staind, strata, disturbed.

name: dorota.
age: 17.
called: dorota, d, dorito, roacha...basically anything.
contact: kurczaczek91@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: rowing, swimming, viola, reading, just chilling and shaking my booty.
people: everyone who is nice and not michelle tillman.

not so much.

people: michelle tillman and all those bitchy whores out there.
things: sharks, jellyfish, and seaweed.

music.

artist: anyone.

name: bailey.
age: 16.
called: bay, bail, foomelody, crack whore.
contact: sportsgirlmidfield@hotmail.com

awesome.

pastimes: soccer, poetry, rocking out, people watching.
people: anyone who doesnt piss me off right away.

not so much.

people: anyone with a bad aura.
things: not being able to breathe under the covers.

music.

artist: foofighters, queens of the stone age, nirvana, black rebel motorcycle club, and many many others.

name: sophie.
age: 15.
called: sophsta, fefe, soph, soapie, the list goes on.
contact: wicked_lemons@yahoo.com

awesome.

pastimes: writing, art.
people: david bowie.

not so much.

people: pretentious people, and idiots who think theyre smart. theyre not.
things: math and spelling.

music.

artist: placebo, david bowie, new order, joy division, and the yeah yeah yeahs.

name: ben.
age: 15.
called: ben.
contact: Nerdsworld5643@aol.com

awesome.

pastimes: violin, reading, hanging out.
people: mes amis.

not so much.

people: no idea.
things: bananas.

music.

artist: anyone.

name: aaron.
age: 14.
called: aaron, asshole, raisin, furtard(why thats been extended to me, god only knows) whatever you want.
contact: newbluechampion666@hotmail.com.

awesome.

pastimes: baseball, sleeping, procrastinating, poeming.
people: who knows.

not so much.

people: The list is at 5 pages.
things: stairs, and broken headphones.

music.

artist: (this is gonna be long) everclear, cradle of filth, marilyn manson, metallica, linkin park, AFI, dave matthews band, everlast, spearhead, yellowcard.

name: michael.
age: 15.
called: evoldous, psycho child.
contact: mbhultman@msn.com.

awesome.

pastimes: skateboarding(is it a past time?).
people: danzaver, brixius, gabby, dan-yell, you know, all those people.

not so much.

people: i dont know, that one kid that wants to kill me.
things: those scion cars, they look like boxes.

music.

artist: icp, twiztid, marcy playground, kotton mouth kings, they might be giants, nirvana, metallica, more...


# credits
picture by jo.
layout by roxy_belle.